don't turn up perfect

I'm soo confused D:

bloop bloop

I think one main reason why I choose to keep problems to myself is cos as I've grown older (& maybe a little wiser) I've come to realise that everyone has enough of their own shit to deal with already.

SIP starts in a week, but I don't really know how to feel about it haha

regretful much

If perfect's what you're looking for then just stay the same.

There are just sooooooo many things I wished I didn't hold back on saying. So foolish. Oh yes one more thing that has been bugging me: It sucks when you have so many group of friends but just not enough time to accommodate everyone. I feel like I could go on but neh. Time for some shut eye.

LPK

Note to self: Alcohol doesn't really work all the time. Is it I feeling quite sian zzz. I think the only thing keeping me from hitting rock bottom is the cool weather haha

card house dreamer

Most of what I've been clinging on to has been dwindling away,
And I really feel the need to get out of this rut I'm in

doobie

Feel like getting myself a fred perry polo tee haha. I have too little polos

rich men

So pretentious

brownies

Can't seem to fall asleep. My mind's too filled with differing thoughts and emotions. Fear. Anxiety. Yearning. Loneliness. Envy. Fear. (Maybe a bit of hunger as well)