Friday, December 4, 2009

wzsk

today was supposed to be an awesome day

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

EXPLOSION!

naaaahhhbuaaaayyyy streeessss sia
the brain is not meant for such a tremendous increase in usage in such a short period of time after not being used for sooooo bloodyyyyyy longggg ohhh nooooooo

Thursday, November 12, 2009

robosonics

a little bit of eye liner and you're good to go.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

heaven can wait

sometimes you just have to set your ego aside
and remember that the love that you have for the other person is way more important than winning

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

catch-22's the word

yun loong stupid gay boy he's so shingz

Friday, October 23, 2009

uhhhhhhhh

i will come back here again when i find the right word for it

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

bunny hunches

i miss my girlfriiiiieeeeeennnndddd

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

neerrggghhhhhhhhh

today
i realised that no matter how much i love you
if im not in the mood im a horrible listening ear/shoulder to cry on ._.
sooreeehhh

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

s

months from now when we truely hardly get to talk at all i honestly worry and wonder how we're gonna be. i bare everything and all that sums up is chide chide and more chide :/
life of a dude i guess but im willing to give it all wooooo goodnight

Thursday, September 17, 2009

bfh

i am lost.

Monday, September 7, 2009

candies

you know in exam papers, sometimes there's a page with "THIS PAGE IS INTENTIONALLY LEFT BLANK". don't you realise it's really not actually blank?

Friday, September 4, 2009

murmaider

okay one more episode of superjail and im going to sleep promise.
maybe two if the current one is naiiiseeee :D

Sunday, August 30, 2009

shgis

and of course, im at fault again.
as per usual.
simply.. awesome.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

wonder how long this is gonna last

two very stubborn people, too strong-headed, sometimes too much for their own good.
whatever it is i still don't get it..
and i guess i never will
time to ninja

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

-_-" cornflakes!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

metalocalypse

i cut my hair i cut my hair i cut my hair ahhhhh i cut my hair hahhaa.
i seem to have this very strange liking for things with only one eye in the centre of the glabella.
cheerios

Monday, August 10, 2009

i'm so totally in love with hippo, big balls and baby :B

-d.

Friday, July 31, 2009

thank you for forgiving me all the time.
<3s

d.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i lurbx the rain

Monday, July 20, 2009

forever & always

she ain't much of a looker, but she's beautiful to me and i just love the way she smiles whenever i tell her that

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

KILL EVERYONE

i've been staring at this for 96 minutes ._.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Friday, July 10, 2009

fkp

irritant. annoying. stupid.

did i mention, useless?

Thursday, July 9, 2009

ownage

you fuckerr fuckerr you in the Indian butt :B

Sunday, July 5, 2009

YDI

my mom- queen of killjoy

Monday, June 29, 2009

IJ

i hope the 3 1/2 hours used to do my IJ would prove fruitful :/

Saturday, June 27, 2009

4

i don't think i deserve someone as great as you,but then again,im glad love knows no bounds. i love you, dlhw.
sleep's finally kicking in. hooray.

Friday, June 26, 2009

when the world burns down

sometimes i worry that you're not happy enough when you're with me.
that im not enough to make you happy. shiiizz it's gonna be a longggg night.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT

i have to wait till august to start my driving pracs ._.
@&*#$^@*&#)@

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Irish luck

why can't my tests end like, tomorrow :/
ieexlurbxhongwenmanimaniworzx

Sunday, May 31, 2009

cholesterol

i feel my dinner clogging up my arteries, shorten my life by at least 3 years :B

boom boom pow

study? :B

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

nrop

Grown in special underground vats in Arizona, the porn star is genetically engineered (in the case of females) to store all body fat in the boobs and to grow no body hair. The vagina of a female porn star actually contains negative hair, microscopic nanobots that will consume hair, children, Mormons, and other pests upon contact.

i was bored :D

Monday, May 25, 2009

gotta get get

im shit at remembering stuff
so you can't blame me if i forgot your birthday D:
late late late wishes to hutt and jem.
gooodnighhhhhhhttttttttt

Friday, May 22, 2009

OHMAIGAWD

MEGAN FOX A MAN?!?!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i wonder...

i wonder what my eulogy would be like,
if i were to die in my sleep tonight.
would they laugh, smile that im gone?
or frown, weep, feel forlorn?

would i feel i've done enough?
or regret the missed chances that i've had

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

tpp

how friggin awesome is it that school only lasts two hours tomorrow.
how friggin awesome is it that i get to sleep in tomorrow.
muahahha

toying with the idea of playing soccer tomorrow despite the swollen toe.
besides, everything about tomorrow seems great :D so far anyways.
ciao

Friday, May 15, 2009

shoogaa

it's a Friday night and im home, playing Bejeweled/watching tv. there's nothing much to do/i can do. walking's tiring so going out's a chore, which is why i am home. i wonder what will happen to me if i take more than one painkiller at one go...

just a thought :B ciao

buddy splint

and we all breathe a huge ma-fuckin' sigh of relief..

revamp?

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i love the boyfriend :DD

aww <3ss

ouch

my poor toe.. :(

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

worth

i think i have so much more to prove to you... sigh

Monday, May 11, 2009

scribattle

tuesdays- soccer
thurdsays- 4 k.m (minimum) jog
fridays- soccer

lets hope i stick to this so called 'exercise schedule'. sorry the a-post-a day thing didn't work out. blogging's tiring :/ heh. ciao

Saturday, May 9, 2009

dreams

last night,
i could sing.

Friday, May 8, 2009

vaps

nice to see we have so much in common :) creepy even..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

proud.

i am so proud of my fat lazy girlfriend cause she half jogged half walked 10 rounds around the track today :)

i got freebies from topman.
and bought girlfriend a waist belt she've been eyeing since forever.

i rock many.
dolyce.
i love :B

vapour

i can finally see signs of age catching up with my beloved vapour.
and it's scary.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

twit

my posts are usually so short, i think i should move to twitter.
good thing im too lazy :)

hey look, my everyday thing has gone on for two days!

weet

a post a day,
keeps boredom at bay?

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

tree

i need to stop skipping schoolzzz

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

for the sake of my follower

if you're ever feeling spooked or freaked out, listen to kill everyone by XGUMBYX. totally helps :B grindcore ftw!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

you're unbelievable

some people really need to go for a course on lying. fucking see-through, cereal max.
school's starting, hello allowance. gotta start clearing/collecting debts like soon.
i still haven't thought of my 'list-of-things-to-do-before-you-die' list :/
but at least it's an update (:
ciao

Friday, April 10, 2009

tell me what to do

girl i only think of you always,
and forever.
and forever.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

FML

Today, I bit my boyfriend's neck. I felt something squirt into my mouth. Turns out I had just popped a pimple on his neck. Into my mouth. FML.

HAHA

DEEP DEEP VALLEY


STEAM or STEAM? HAHAHA

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

gold diamond

im too lazy to blog about china anymore haha. last night was awesome. i was sick for a day. the weather fucked up my nose&throat. that's that i guess. time for dinner, AND IM GOING HOMMMEEEEE!!! :D:D ciaooo

Sunday, March 15, 2009

5

didn't do much today. woke up mid afternoon, bought back macs. left to get tailored pants. gotta go back on monday i think. i can finally suit up! HAHA. went to shang to, regretfully, watch the man utd match. fcbwmbt. dinner was at 11.20. after that we saw a sex shop and went in :B walked home. about 2 more days and im home YEEEEEAAAHH!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

4, part 2

a simple 'goodnight' would have sufficed.

i think im the worst ever.

4

as usual, the standard waking up time is 12.30. after all of us got ready we went to some street shopping place. the day was kinda wet and cold, slightly managable though. dinner was teppanyaki buffet where we ate a shitload, im still full seriously. went to trueCOLOUR, some club place. i hate clubbing, period. i'll take a gig any other day. good thing they had some live band shit. stay till late, met a pretty cool bartender, got free drinks, blah blah blah, peed in some shopping centre, like literally, HAHA. cheap trills, cereal. okay time to inflate the matress. by MOUTH

i wanna go home :/

Thursday, March 12, 2009

3, part 2

so today we went out, supposedly to go shopping. stopped by some jap place to eat, and decided to stay in the apartment to rot, which we've been doing since 3 in the afternoon. got dinner delivered to the room, usual comments about the food heh. marcus can't bargain to save his life ._.

3

hello disappointment,we meet again.

2

day two: woke up in the afternoon, got ready and went shopping. ate lunch at some hong kong restaurant. fucking shiok. shopped my ass off after that, completing most of my to-get list. went back to the apartment, placed our stuff, and left for dinner. ate at some bbq place, gave my taste buds infinite orgasms. went to champs bar and grill after to drink and play pool. supper consisted of nachos & dumplings & noodles, MMmmmm. GPA 2.55, suck cock, kthxbye.

p.s. hello girlfriend, i miss you.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

tofu

im full. websms doesn't work (i think). it's cold here but it's managable. im full :B

hello girlfriend if you read this i hope you know you're missed :/ hope i'll be able to contact you soon

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

trixie

ima be leaving for yellow land later in the evening, will be gone for a week. time to kick back, relax, eat till i burst, and of course, DREEEEENK! :D ciaoooo, will miss you guys

Sunday, March 8, 2009

hell

When you see my face,
hope it gives you hell,
hope it gives you hell.
When you walk my way,
hope it gives you hell,
hope it gives you hell.
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well,
then he's a fool, you're just as well,
hope it gives you hell.

i can somehow feel my blog... sloowlly...... dyinggggg.... ughh :B

And truth be told I miss you.
And truth be told I'm lying.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

you're all grown up, part 2

so last night i found out it's very unethical and totally against the law to turn around and look back at a group tiny asian 'gangsters' cos they will not like it, hence you'll potentially face a possible beatdown. fortunately the diplomat in me rose to the occasion and we walked off without a scratch. which then leads me to create a new aim in life. one of those aims which you wish you'll be able to do before you're lying on your death bed. a bucket list, if you're familiar with the term. now all i need to do is to think of an uber cool name for each aim, and it'll all be up in a blog post soon :B ciao

Friday, March 6, 2009

oh no

i think i feel heavier muahahahaha

Monday, March 2, 2009

you're all grown up

give and take brendon, give and take.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

unbelievable

bloody childish i swearrrrr.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

coffee shop soundtrack



hurr imeem doesn't have this version of the song how sad.

I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing
For more than just a moment of truth between the lies told
To pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here, keep me here

Monday, February 23, 2009

0929

to think i wished for you. put you ahead of myself. to think i wished for you, to not let the stresses of life affect you. to not let your three kids (especially me) worry you too much. to think i wished for you to be happy. i don't look for fancy dinners or money, really. oh well..

awesome start to the day really (with only just a small hint of sarcasm). thanks to everyone for the wishes, love you all deep deep. i am happy. yes, and i will remain happy. :D :B :P :)

Sunday, February 22, 2009

scratch n' sniff

i'll stop the world, and melt with you

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

insomnia

the one where i couldn't sleep

sometimes i wish i could just peek into your mind, just so i could know what you think.

love bug



i like.

Dakota

okay so my mom has agreed to sponsor like 10% of the cost for Coldplay, which is honestly not a lot, but i am thankful. maybe i should listen to the radio more, see if they've got competitions hehehe, yes that's how desperate i am, cos the tickets are close to sold out plus im not ready to spend 250 just like that (plans, plans!) :/ somehow i think i will end up not going, fucking bigass let down, but hey, i'll try anyway. so yes, besides that, my attempts to study have been abysmal. and i sure hope i'll start getting worried (and for my sake, soon). tomorrow's a new day, and i promise to wake up by 12... make it 1.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

maybe?

but then again... gaaaaaaahh

i plead, i beg

you know what would be a really awesome birthday present?

Coldplay tickets :D
or some form of subsidy at least. bloody 88/158 bucks tickets sooooooollllddd ouuuttttt ._.

starry eyed

at first glance you wonder- is that a dude, or a chick? HAHA :P
okay that's not the point (you just can't see her hair). she's a chick, but she'll pawn you anyday, cereal. hands down, no effort needed. today (yesterday, rather), my dear friend dolyce got her venom piercing, all at one go. beat that mofos.

Monday, February 16, 2009

shizzle ma nizzle

feeeeeeel soooooooooooooooooooo bloooodddy tirrrrrreeed. but somehow, rejuvenated at the same time. endorphins. happy.
im a happy kid. i will remain a happy kid.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

want/need?

z i feel damn sad for Watford ._.
i want to play soccer.

on the house

school has formally ended, with exams the only thing that's leaving the 'party' switch stuck at 'OFF'. but still, that doesn't mean i can't have fun eh? :D gratz to Alvin on getting wasted after such a long wait. my turn soon, i guess, in approximately 12 days hehehe.

one thing i hate about facebook is that almost everyone, a.k.a family members, use it, and i have tagged pictures, a.k.a @ parties, of myself i'd prefer they didn't see. tsk. drink ah drink. three cheers for FB hip hip fucking hooray.

Friday, February 13, 2009

beware! cougar!

won in poker today.
im a happy kid (with only a slight relation to the above sentence).

Thursday, February 12, 2009

HOOOOOOOO

Coldplay
Monday 23rd March 2009 - Singapore Indoor Stadium

and the one after

nothing beats cold ham and cheese and weird tasting chocolates for supper.

now where's my water?!

the 100th

WHAT IS "ROCK"?!
Rock is the area between the balls and the anus of a dog or of a man.
Rock is the possibility of choking on your own vomit in the back of a rapist van.
denim clad satanists making love in the sewers of Burmingham during Maggie Thatchers prime
Rock is meeting the grim reaper in a sports arena stampede at the tender age of nine
-Turbonegro

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

FO' SHO'!

paranoia. poetic inspriation. gibberish. heavy eyelids. uncontrollable laughter.
the wait is killing me.

i feel somewhat 'second-class' now, shunned, and i've got no one but myself to blame. and they say tomorrow's a better day.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

and more on that later..

THE POSSIMPABLE- THE PLACE WHERE THE POSSIBLE AND THE IMPOSSIBLE MEET

in two days, tomorrow will become yesterday

yesterday made me realize how people can be so self-contradictory. hypocritical.
yesterday also made me laugh at how some are willing to do almost anything to get what they want, no matter how degrading. demeaning.
life's awesome really- at least till the exams come.

happy 18th Melody (she's funny when she's high heh)

Monday, February 9, 2009

shiiizzzzzz

you're never gonna pull through unless you start to open up.

Friday, February 6, 2009

the one with the talking green jellybean

the only pleasing thing about today is prolly the fact that i officially do not have any projects/presentations left to do a.k.a formal wear will be collecting dust whoopiedoo :)

after ages i've finally done some exercise, and i foresee a very painful morning when i wake up :/ shhhhhhhhhhhiiiiizzzzz that's gonna suck. hopefully i can wake up for school without any.. uh, difficultly, otherwise it's gonna be a ngp for accounting! speaking of that, julie was nice enough to overlook the fact that i wasn't there for french consultation last week :D i think my roleplay helped with that HAHA aweeeesommmmmeee.

i wanna skeeeeeeep schooooooooooool

Thursday, February 5, 2009

DBAAD

i is like watching babies eat lemons on youtube HAHA it's my new favourite thing to do. i just realised the song on my blog is cut, sad no one told me ):

BLOOOOODDE! BLOOOOOOOOOODDDE! NAAAT FAAAAARNEEEEEEE!

i've been looking through these eyes of black and white for far too long

told myself that i prolly won't remember anything if i try practice for my french roleplay so i've stopped and now im sitting here finishing up leftover cny cookies despite my bad throat :) ahh, this is the life i swear, but i wonder how long it'll be before i suffer the repercussions of the actions im choosing now :O lets hope it's not in 18 hours, when roleplaying actually starts, but only after, please please please (or even better, never). you know the only reason why i blog so many times at once is because i'd prefer to blog about something when it's fresh in my mind, rather than having to keep searching and digging my brains for what was there ten minutes ago ._. what to do, stm stm.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

._.

UUUURRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............

stolen

bring up the past just makes me soooo.... :/

many things i regret not doing today, tsk tsk. but hey, im really proud of myself cos i woke up for school without snoozing my alarm hehe.
time. to. practice. french. salut.

sleep well, darling. wherever you are, i hope that you're happy tonight.
and maybe you've found someone who'll love you right.
sleep well, darling. im desperate to say, now i need you more than ever,
but all i could say was goodnight

Sun - Daphne Loves Derby

just when i don't need it

hah, okay so i didn't go to bed. i had good company, what can i say? :) recent happenings in the past few weeks have prompted me to, well, give my opinion on certain stuff. no, i wouldn't call this a rant, cos im not exactly angry/pissed & this is kinda constructive (i guess?). i prefer to call this enlightenment/brendon shares his wisdom or if you prefer, verbal diarrhea :) (which then contradicts my previous sentence cos a rant is sort of a form of VD, to me anyways)

you know at times people ask, do you think this or that? what if this does/doesn't happen? should i do this? will they ever do this and that?

honestly, i don't know. life's like a deck of cards (chose this partially cos of the CNY spirit), and what you want may not be what you'll get. a ten or Jack comes when you only need an eight or a seven. a three or four pops up when you really want a nine or a ten. but there'll be this one time when the cards you have are just right, and everything falls into place perfectly.

what im trying to say is that life's a gamble. i've taken the gamble a few times ever since poly life started, and i can honestly say it can bite you in the ass sometimes (hard. leaves deep marks too), but hey, you'll never know what's gonna happen if you're too scared to try. sure, you lose part of your fortune due to bad risks taken (once again, in relation to the cards. can't think of a better analogy, sorry), but things will eventually go your way. you'll fall and scab your knees every once in awhile, and i guess that's kinda inevitable if you want to get what you really want/where you want to be in life. it's just a matter of how we let things affect us and how we deal with whatever happens. brooding over things way out of our control is really a waste of time, and energy.

and then... the mind goes blank! :/ tsk.

p.s. i'd just like to add, you may see all this coming from me now, but in like two weeks i'll prolly come whining to a few of you about this, that and whatnot haha. that's me, i've never really practiced what i've (rarely) preached sooooo yeah. but! i hope reading this may have helped a few of you (you know who you are!) going through a similar situation as in the abovementioned post :) that was basically the aim anyways so ciao!

control

another cigarette and im so bored, your words aren't making sense.

okay so i have an aim to make this post as long as possible with approximately 18 minutes to 2, by which i will go to bed, one hour later than the proposed time i told myself to go to bed today tsk.
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hah, the above dots were the number of minutes before i could actually think of something to blog about. so last night i had a rather meaninglesss + weird dream (as usual). involves a group of friends whom i no longer keep in contact with, prata, switching buses to get on the same bus as someone, and looking for a tattoo shop in a park (something 5?/5 something?). soooooo yeaaaahhhhh..
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hmm, nope, nothing else, it's 2:01 now, goodnight

p.s HEY HO 19 MORE DAYS MUAHAHHAHAHA (but got exams ):)

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

ohh noo

very bad sore throat, think i even saw blood, tsk tsk.

i think i need to stop pushing back my alarm time 2 hours everytime it rings before it becomes a very VERY bad habit. feel like putting a note on my ceiling that says DO NOTE THAT YOUR EXAMS ARE COMING that sort of thing, but then i guess i'll probably be too tired to even notice it.

so i finally got the subs for Hors de Prix to work (nice show btw) real proud of myself hehe but it's kinda out of sync like everything's 30 seconds late and i still don't really understand the show cos it's in french except for a few simple words like très bien and s'il vous plaît or what have you. i still have not learnt how to curse in french but imma self-teach myself soon hehe

i think i will be going booking hunting for the horimouja book sometime soon, anyone wanna follow? :) oh shizzzz, look at the time, im gonna be late hehehe ciao happy birthday to me :D

Monday, February 2, 2009

when it rains

clouds fill the sky, but it don't matter.
the sun don't shine, but it don't matter.
it gets cold, but it don't matter.
my shoes are soaked, but it don't matter.
my hair's wet, but it don't matter.
i've got water in my eyes, but it don't matter.
it don't matter, it don't matter.

girls- the root of every guy's problems, HAHA

80 20

very disappointing.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

SHITBRICK

ignorance is fucking bliss muahahhahah! so yes it's five and i think the sugar is wearing off. just some things that i found on the web while having nothing else to do:

why do they say new and improved? it's not really new if it's just been improved, eh?
slow down. slow up. they mean the same thing.
why is transporting something by car a shipment, and by boat, cargo?
how do you get seedless watermelons?
your nose runs, your feet smells.
why don't psychics predict the winning lottery numbers and retire?
what happens if you drive at the speed of light and turn your head lights on?
(and my favourite) if ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy?

me is try sleep now

stars

just when you thought you were doing so well huh.

Mr. Orange is eighteen

today, i crossed boundaries i'd never thought i'd cross.

being ears, dialogue, whip cream, ice block thingy, pizza, beer through a hose, awesomest brownies, beer pong, literal ice breaking, orange fire hydrant. that pretty much sums up my very tiring friday. too bad there wasn't much alcohol left when i got to the party :( the kahlua helped though, slightly. and it's a really stupid idea to drink red bull at 2 in the morning

to Din, a happy belated 18th. may the world be as orange as you'll like it to be.
to A, well, just feel better.

i swear it's tough to be in charge, especially when it's a large group and no one listens ._. bah, okay imma go find things to do to entertain myself ciao.

have you ever thought of what happens when you fill someone up with too much emotion? they... go... BOOM!

Thursday, January 29, 2009

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ahh, how much people change with just one year. tsk tsk. unbelievable, really.

i notice i sometimes like to repeat stuff twice in a sentence. i kinda forgot a really good example, but it goes something like- errr, no thanks no thanks i don't want chilli, i don't want chilli? yeah, something like that i suppose, haha.

will continue with this post laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so yes, today has been rather uneventful, except for the excessive walking with no apparent reason/particular aim whatsoever. coffeeshop, bridge, lounge, reserviour, mensa, engine, lounge, engine, lounge, home. and after today, i think i got my first official non-graded pass (whoop-dee-doo) for not attending french. long day ahead tomorrow, but i've yet to be visited by the sandman, sadly. and i was just thinking....





okay done thinking HAHA ciao.

football season is over

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party till you pass out, drink till you're dead.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

yellow blaze

the new mungen year has been good (so far).
nice guys finish last. the not so nice ones will probably get jumped, beaten up and stoned to death.

inspired.

GRRRRRRRRRRR

don't you just hate it when you make plans two weeks in advance, and within that two weeks before the day arrives you go make other plans ON THE SAME BLOODY DAY, and when it's 3 days to the day you made plans on you realise you have 3 different groups of people you have to meet at almost the same time on the very same day and now you have a huge dilemma of choosing which is more important but you can't cos all of them are equally important and you feel like shooting yourself, but you can't either cos the best thing you can shoot yourself with are a few rubber bands (reusable though), so all that's left for you to do is to blog to show everyone what degree of stupidity you're capable of?

no, you can never hate it, cos I am the only person who can ever let this happen to oneself. awesome..

Monday, January 26, 2009

cow

what's up with the negativity?

Sunday, January 25, 2009

im begging you

someone please get me jack mosher's hannya masks book for my birthday i promise i'll be good please please pretty please (or at least help me find it!)

i've been feeling queasy the whole day. awesome.

bakkwa

cny. brings me back, brings me back. such a close shave. about the same time last year dad spotted some 'black lines' on my upper arm. with a stroke of luck, he looked up my sleeve from the wrong angle, thank god.

last night was good. been awhile since i last drank, not to mention getting that DRUNK HAHA. quoted this from CJ's blog-

TO ALCOHOL!
the cause of-and solution to-all of life's problems


hear fucking hear!

Friday, January 23, 2009

Thursday, January 22, 2009

the quilt

guess who didn't wake up for school again

she didn't have a clue then

some people just amaze me. where do i begin? one, for instance, has the responsibility of a two year old. another, takes the feelings of others for granted, treating it like trash. some change with the company of different people, becoming an entirely different person altogether (im sure Obama's vision of Change doesn't run THAT deep), probably with the hopes to impress? some.. let's just say actions speak louder than words, and we definitely see through the veil of lies you've spun to mask what you've wished to hide (honestly it's not difficult at all). and most feel that it's very appropriate and definitely a-okay to vent their every frustration on the people they are with. tsk tsk. where do i begin...

currently, i like to blame my recent inability to wake up in the morning for school on withdrawals, haha. however, with each day that passes i feel the stress of the workload from school slowly lighten. dissolve. dissipate (and every other word which as any relation to the simple meaning of GONE). BUT! the real reward only comes on the fifth of the week, when i actually get to chill out, and drink liquid gold MUAHAHA.

besides that, i realised i haven't been handling my money properly these past few weeks, and that's definitely something to work on A.S.A.P.

im saving myself, one problem at a time. GOBRENDONGO!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

eye opener

mom needs to know that having spicy food for supper is no good as you get that burning sensation in your tummy and you can't sleep. nonetheless, i'll eat whatever she buys, i mean come on, it's supper! who the hell says no to supper :) i'll prolly have to wait an hour or so before i go to bed so for now, im gonna find & smash that bloody mosquito!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

born for this

this has to be the toughest week of the semester so far. practically every day of the week is filled with what i like to call 'acadamic presents', little gifts that schools give us students. oh the joy.

OB presentation on monday, which is done with, thankfully.
tuesday brings about BA test, which i've just completed about three hours ago with not much difficulty, surprisingly.
tomorrow being wednesday would mean marketing project, which i hope to start on soon.
french culture quiz on thursday, hooray.
and yes, i am not cut any slack, even at the end of the school week, as the macro project submission date is on friday.

ahhh, the life of a procrastinator :) on a much lighter note, i saw L today, and i recall mom saying she's going away preet-ay soon, 29th-ish, so yay for me muahahaha.

i actually intended to have a much longer post, you know, let the poet/writer (rather lousy one, perhaps) in me free for a moment or two. too bad i don't have the luxury of time. not today, not this week.

with that said, i bid you all a pleasant night. ciao.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

disenchanted


if im so wrong, how can you listen all night long?

im sorry for yet another one-liner

Friday, January 16, 2009

luci

no more crazy ideas for me tonight

the day i felt i was in heaven

found some unattended cookies in the fridge. they were so awesome i just sat on the kitchen floor right beside the fridge and munched on some of them. i even hid them so no one else would get a chance to have a taste HAHA!

im gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stoned in school later ._.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

iwrestledabearonce

FAAAAILLLLUREEEEEEEEEEEEE

sounds so sweet

tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
tomorrow i will stay home and diligently finish up my project.
x a billion times more

Monday, January 12, 2009

glory glory

or maybe not haha.

i can say the past few days have been exceptionally great, due to a number of reasons. honestly i can't name them right now, but i feel rather.. contented, if i could say, with what's been happening recently.

first of all a few birthday shout-outs, namely to Mark, Cj & Vera. happy 18th guys, you can finally smoke/drink/drive legally. however, if you ever read this, please do not attempt to do all three at the same time, not cool not cool.

besides that, the highlight of the week would be accompanying mark on that G-Max thingy at clark quay on friday. frikkinnnnnnnn.... aweesommmmmmeeeee..

that aside, i've been doing some (very unconstructive) planning, and i was thinking...

don't you think a GIR tattoo would be very cool? :D :D :D
just thoughts, just thoughts..
CIAOO

p.s this tuesday MUST be a do-your-project day

p.p.s good luck to those getting their o level results at approx 2pm today muahahahaha

about time..

for some soccer! will post on another day hehe

Thursday, January 8, 2009

NOTE TO SELF:

SAVE MONEY FOR CAMERA/PEANUT BUTTER (as stated on 6 jan)

semi-charmed kinda life

on the sixth day, i lost.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

READ THIS BITCHES

WHO WANTS TO GO TO ESPLANADE ON FRIDAY AT 7.30P.M FOR SOME MOOSIK? (you know i think i already have some other plans on friday but sadly i can't remember so since i can't remember what plans i've already made im gonna take it as i have no plans ^^Y)

GOLD DIGGAA!

i think im really bad at collecting debts :/ "oh no, don't worry take your time, im happy as long as the money comes back to me" is not a very good thing to say all the time HAHA. what to do.. what to do..

right now, saying "last year" still doesn't feel very last year to me. i find it farking annoying at how some can catch it so fast.
you: "remember LAST YEAR when we did this and that and blah blah blah blah it was damn funny!"
me: "what last year, recently only what! (pauses) oh yeah it's january now ._." totally fucked up i swear.

after looking at the ong bak 2 trailer/movie poster, i propose the movie be renamed Kung Fu Tarzan of Thailand/Jungle Man: Master of Elephant Martial Arts cos he fucking looks like a caveman from 6325483626357 years ago i swear. of course, i wouldn't want him to read this i'd get thrashed :X HAHA

hey not bad this is like a 3-in-1 post hahahhaha ciaooooo

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

a good read

gaah, i don't have the camera anymore, gareth needs it back as his photography module is gonna start soon :( which got me thinking- maybe i should get one for myself as a birthday present or something hehe, and maybe push back me getting peanut butter (lets just call it peanut butter) for a few months :/ hmmm.....

the reason im not going out till later is because i told myself i'd start on my projects cos i haven't touched on any but the way i see things going.... NAAAHHHHHH. okay at least i've done something now.

day six, and im not doing so good.

Monday, January 5, 2009

welcome to my play-doh fortress

what would happen on..

A SUPER POWERPACK AWESOME SALIVATING MONDAY (a.k.a S.P.A.S.M):
7:45 a.m - wake up, brush my teeth, bathe, right contact, left contact (yes, i have a sequence), change, probably have something to eat if im lucky.
8:30 a.m - leave the house for school.
8:40 a.m - while waiting at the bus stop, a black SUV drives past and stops at where im standing. two men (large built) come out, place a bag over me and throw me into the boot.
9:15 a.m - im hoisted out of the car. the bag comes off and i see myself in a huge hangar. im told i'll be taken to the U.S (it always has to be the U.S).
9:55 a.m - i flirt with the two (very hot ^^) stewardess on the plane hehe. the marines on board don't look too pleased.
11:45 a.m - after a two and a half hour flight (is this even possible?), i arrive in the U.S at a military airfield and they take me to a secret underground military headquarters in god knows where.
12:23 p.m - some CIA big shot briefs me on some top secret mission where there's lots & lots & lots of espionage, shooting, explosions, high speed chases, leaping off the top of buildings, sky diving, etc, and i have to save a damsel in distress.
1:47 p.m - i arrive in some war-torn country and do lots & lots & lots of espionage, shooting, explosions, high speed chases, leaping off the top of buildings, sky diving, etc. i save a damsel in distress. she THANKS me hehehe ^^ (NOICE!)
8:23 p.m - i reach home just in time for dinner.

A MONDAY:
7:45 a.m - wake up, brush my teeth, bathe, right contact, left contact, change, probably have something to eat if im lucky.
8:30 a.m - leave the house for school.
8:45 a.m - jostle with other bus commuters to get on bus 8. i wish i could put bags over their heads, spin them around a few hundred times to they don't know where they're going for the next eight minutes.
8:53 a.m - the only thing i can flirt with right now is the silver pole right in front of me with a red 'STOP' button because the bus is fucking ass crowded.
9:08 a.m - i walk into LT 17 and suriya bitches about me being late.
10:58 a.m - Macroecons tutorial. usually finishes early.
12:40 p.m - i have lunch with the tea drinkers (includes bubble tea).
2:03 p.m - lecture in LT 23 with marketing big shot (nice guy btw). i do lots & lots & lots of stoning and sleeping (especially in the past few weeks i dunno why). usually finishes early too.
3:47 p.m - i leave LT 23. if im lucky i get to say hi to a damsel in not much distress (maybe the wind is blowing a little too hard and it's messing up her hair).
4:35 p.m - OB tutorial. my classmates are frikkin noisy. im falling asleep. all she talks about is mindmaps, mindmaps, and more mindmaps.
6:13 p.m - now im either on my way to whoever knows where for dinner with some peeps or im going home.
8:23 p.m - highest point of the day. i remember i have no school tomorrow (NOICE!).

i've asked, and the magic 8 ball says that i can count on a S.P.A.S.M to happen, so im keeping my hopes up :) TEEHEE

p.s i've added music to the blog cos i like the song hehehehehehe

Sunday, January 4, 2009

prioritize

just realised how difficult it is to accommodate to so many different groups of people with such limited time in a week. bros, posies, rat pack, rinku, family, other bros, the TEA drinkers.. fugggg. i propose more hours in a day, more days in a week, more weeks in a month, and so forth. bad stomach ache + church in an hour bye

sincerity

the sun peeks over the horizon and he jolts up from his slumber. as he gets up the bright yellow rays of sunlight hits him in the face, and he curses under his breath as he squints to look around his room. turning his head at an angle, he hears music coming from an unknown source on the other side of the door. it's eeire, yet soothing, like a lone violin being drawn to produce a depressing tune. slowly, he kicks his blanket off his legs, and lazily pushes himself to the edge of his bed. sitting upright, he feels waves of discomfort resonate through his temples, with only the one too many drinks he had from the night before to blame, and he curses again, contemplating on just lying in bed for the rest of the day. but the music draws him away from the thought of sleep, and as he'd come to regret, he slowly rose to his feet, the sound being the only thing that occupied his mind. walking to his door he twists the door knob, and it opens without a sound. poking his head out the gap he made, he saw a lone male figure, sitting with his back facing him at his very spartan dining table. still, the scene he took in gave him no clue as to where the music was coming from, because the man sitting at his dining table was perfectly still. suddenly, the man slowly begins to turn, as if he'd eyes at the back of his head, and what he saw next has haunted him for the rest of his life. to his utter disbelief...


IT WAS HIS FRIEND PETER! AND PETER CAME RUNNING TOWARDS HIM SAYING: I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO SEE ME IN MY BOXERSSSSSSSS!! (HAHAHHAA)

omg fucking waste of time i swear. didn't actually have such an ending in mind but it was bloody six in the morning and i couldn't sleep :/ right now, i'll either stay awake and go to church at 9 plus or get enough rest and go for evening mass (i hope there's evening mass otherwise i'll get fucked again). see how it goessss laaaaahhhhhhh ciaaaaaaaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

p.s im very sorry dolyce, very very VERY bad joke please forgive me donch be angry :/

p.p.s i just realized how fucking long my post is waste so much time siaaaaaaaaa z

Friday, January 2, 2009

HYPE

she smiled, she laughed, she cried, she puked. and that's what i gave her for the new year. BEST BROTHER ON EARTH, NOICE! (^^)Y

i would put up pictures, but i want to nap :)

THUNDER

how do you host an AWESOME party?

invite AWESOME people (and have alcohol :B)