i've been looking through these eyes of black and white for far too long

told myself that i prolly won't remember anything if i try practice for my french roleplay so i've stopped and now im sitting here finishing up leftover cny cookies despite my bad throat :) ahh, this is the life i swear, but i wonder how long it'll be before i suffer the repercussions of the actions im choosing now :O lets hope it's not in 18 hours, when roleplaying actually starts, but only after, please please please (or even better, never). you know the only reason why i blog so many times at once is because i'd prefer to blog about something when it's fresh in my mind, rather than having to keep searching and digging my brains for what was there ten minutes ago ._. what to do, stm stm.